Our Story

Pregnant mom in labor and delivery finding out she will give birth prematurely.
Micro preemie hand to hand with her mom during a long NICU stay.

It all began December of 2019. I suddenly found myself in labor & delivery with a baby due to arrive April of 2020. The young woman you see above would soon discover labor was imminent. She would give birth 2 hours later. No warning. No birth plan. No nursery. No carseat. No preparation.

Ellie Grace
Our Miracle Girl

Ellie Grace at 5-years old, twirling in a pink dress in a field of wildflowers.
25-week infant immediately after delivery, placed in a bag for warmth due to being intubated.

My agency as a mother was removed from the first moment when she was swiftly wheeled away to the NICU. The isolette would be her home for the next 78 days.

From tube feeding to bottles, pumping to attempting our first latch, there was nothing natural or innate about breastfeeding. Separation. Anxiety. Measurement. Clocks. This soon led to low supply, chronic mastitis, yeast, and postpartum anxiety and depression.

One year old gazing up at two onesie’s in the announcement of her twin brothers.
Pregnant momma with twins giving her one year old daughter a piggy back ride.
One year old sister with her newborn twin brothers.
Twin boys holding hands while breastfeeding in football position on the My Brest Friend Twin Pillow..

Breastfeeding twins exclusively was bittersweet but it did bring healing. I armed myself with knowledge and self-advocated every step of the way. I defied expectations in the hospital and at every pediatrician checkup. Despite history. Despite hospital practices. Despite fear. Despite PCOS. One moment at a time.

Lactation consultant holding a breast model with a nipple measurement tool below.

Services

Explore my range of services designed to help you meet your feeding goals. From prenatal to newborn, tongue tie to torticollis, introducing bottles to solids, teething to biting, relactation to weaning. I am here to help!

Education

B.A., English, U.C. Berkeley, 2008

Lactation Pathway 2 , UCSD, 2022

Preceptorship, Kaiser Baldwin Park, Postpartum Unit, 2022

IBCLC since 2023.

M.A., Public Health, Columbia University, In Progress

Milk and Grace, LLC